I went to the doctor today. I have had a stuffy nose, swollen glands and a cough for the past few days. My head was so congested a few days ago, it felt as if there was a brick in my head instead of a brain. Luckily, I am feeling a bit better today than I was feeling yesterday; but I got some medication from the doctor, anyway, and a note to excuse (hopefully) today’s absence and tomorrow’s as well. I am supposed to go away for the weekend, but I don’t know. It depends on how I feel… =(
Every time I go to the doctor, he always mentions how much weight I lost. For those who may not know, from 5th grade to the 9th grade, I was very heavy. I was always a chunky kid – and still am, really – but my heaviest was around 230lbs in 6th/7th grade. I remember how ecstatic I was when I went to Old Navy for the first time. I bought two size 20 pairs of jeans – the first two pairs of jeans that I owned because before then, I always wore stretch or sweat pants (with the elastic on the bottom of the leg to go under the foot, hah!! I hated those when I was a kid!!!) – and they were tight as hell, but I vowed that I would eventually fit into the damn things. Well, I am anywhere from a size 8 to 12 now, depending on the jeans of course, but on average I take a size 10. Pretty amazing? What is even more amazing is that I have no idea how I lost all of the weight. I think at some point in time I probably had an eating disorder; but I cannot say that for a fact, because I don’t know. It could have been one that I never noticed, something really subtle like an heating habit or ritual.
Anyway.
There are quite a few good shows coming up at Starland in October…
5 October » Cannibal Corpse (most-likely going)
11/13 October » Street Dogs (would like to go)
18 October » HIM and Bleeding Through (would like to go)
20 October » Bad Religion (would really like to go)
27 October » Misfits (would like to go)
31 October » Type o Negative (definitely going)
Now if I only had the money… hah! I had to almost max-out my credit card in order to keep my phone turned on a a few weeks ago and my paychecks have not been too great. I have another job offer at a bakery about 10min away from my house that I might take, if this thing with my cousin falls through; but that job will only pay $8 an hour compared to the promised $8.50 to $9 an hour if I work with my cousin.
I have to finish remodeling my collective one of these days as well as Burned-Bridges. It needs a massive face-lift and it sucks that I am paying for it every year, but the hits keep going down and I am becoming less and less interested myself. I have a voucher for a free hosting account that I need to use sometime before October. All I need is a domain name to register it with… anyone have any ideas what I could use it for??
Update: I did some housekeeping with the pages and the look of the layout, made it a little cleaner and updated some of the info on the pages.